My world is precious, valuable. Something worth taking care of. When I wake up in the morning, I look around in Blissful Awe at my magic camp, and I see the true big meaning of this cancer. People say it... Read More

After I got my diagnosis on Valentine’s Day, I knew deep in my heart it was my higher power. But I didn’t understand the full extent of it until my husband took off his ring, got drunk, stayed drunk, and... Read More

I’m not even really human. I’m literally comprised of trillions of bacteria and organisms in all my different parts thrumming and humming in all these complex self-regulating neighborhoods. And they get disrupted by the chemo and then suddenly I realize... Read More

I got swept up in a completely different river. It is stripping things away. The cancer makes things so real and it also makes me unafraid to just accept who I am and meet my life. It tells me how... Read More

My higher power brought me my cancer diagnosis on Valentine’s Day. At the time, I felt that as a hug from her, sort of a wink like, hey Sally Blue, I gotchu. But now I’m seeing another dimension to it.... Read More

I was feeling depressed and under the weather this morning, ordering a bunch of immodium etc. for diarrhea etc. on Amazon (chemo prep). I got a shaver to strip off my hair, and I wasn’t feeling too excited about it,... Read More

All of a sudden you realize how wonderful your friends and your family are. Your heart opens to them, and their hearts open to you, in a way never before. This is wonderful timing. Because we’re all going to die... Read More

One thing that’s happening is I’m totally letting go of all my expectations of everything. It’s just crazy, because I thought it couldn’t be cancer, because it wasn’t in sync with my vibration, my timeframe, or my body’s way of... Read More

I’ve had this revelation before, and then promptly forgotten it. Once when Zaltana was ranting about society, how they think their control and rules are so valid when in actuality it’s all utter make-believe nonsense, how they cherish their illusions... Read More